Happy New Year!
I’m okay now 🙂 One year on, my heart and my soul are whole again, and I feel like myself. Sorry for the lack of posting, I have limited access to the net. Will try harder 2016!!
New Category: 365 Little Great Moments
Look after yourselves,
“So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying, “I’m sorry for that night,” And I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you. Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine. I’d go back to December, turn around and make it all right. I go back to December all the time. All the time.”
I don’t know how to stop thinking about you. I’m here in this big old empty house and although I’m feeling better than I have in good long while, I just can’t get you out of my head. I miss talking to you so much.
But I’ll get by without your smile
and I’ll get through without you
(But I wish it was me you chose)
YOU . ME. Maybe we we never meant to be.
This has been stuck in my head for about four days so on this blog it goes!
I found this bit of magic, written by Celestine Chua who is the founder of Personal Excellence site. The original article is here. Hope you find it useful!
My Journey in Moving On
Thinking About Him
After we parted ways, I focused on living my life. Staying away from G made it easier to move on. No more confusing signals to throw me off track. No more mind games. No more ambiguity. While I was hurt on the inside, at least now I could focus on the path of recovery rather than be left hanging in the middle of no man’s land. I was sad and disappointed that G was not the one, but I remained hopeful that my special someone was out there and I would meet him someday.
Yet, a part of me still thought about G. This tended to arise in certain moments, such as when I was by myself, when my friends talked about guys/relationships, when I saw couples together, or when I was down. I would think back about the past, and the times we were together. Thinking about him would trigger different emotions. Sweetness and nostalgia from the happy times. Confusion over why exactly he acted that way. Frustration, sadness and Continue reading
I’m feeling a little disconnected from everyone and everything. Like I’m not quite here. I could this listen to this album for days.